Monday is a sch day ._.

Tmr sch le~ as usual..every monday i dont feel like wake up in the morning...i always skip de bt now le is i get tio surat amaran yang ke-dua~ ahh so sucks!! i need to b rajin also i need help from my bf CAUSE ..sch is makin me sick day by day >[So this is mostly i been thru every nite] the end..

Unexpected day...

today i wake up at 6.30am. i check my hp gt sms..its from my sis she say she stay ppl hse. then ok lo tot need wake up early and go out. i wait my sis joey coz she slp then tink wait she fetch me go out...so i play pc til 10/11++ then slp wake up at be4 1pm. heard my both sis say 1 tired, 1 cant fetch me. feeling so sad...i cry..dunoe why 2day ..no drink,no eat(im fine)also nw im sad, and i cry. wanted slp bt cant. today life is sucks 2 me. jz nw go out buy food + my face kinda sad. my sis know i sad + cry.. dun wan ppl know why. ppl ask i feel they annoyin coz keep ask when i do nt want them to know....

PMR result

Cut it Short - when i got my result...i feel like that only lo...cause cant do anything only can accept the fact nia ma....then leh my mother come fetch me...den i say my result very bad...she tot i jk.....i say many many.....she still think i jk.......then she took my result and take a look....den she say no even got 1 A??. i say yup..i told you i wasnt jk...den she feel abit beh song......den she say...you even got tuition...even ur sister studies are bad...also atleast better then you. you le? got even worst then her...summore she didnt even go tuition...you go tuition for what? also like that 1...den she say how abt form4? form4 worst need do own hand-writing a lot...you better no need study larh...study for what...then how you gonna face ur dad? then i said..just tell him the truth? she was like...i think you no need tell la even tell also just make him upset n everything...and then people ask me "hows ur daughter' pmr result?" how am i going to answer them? you tell me lah..(emotion: feel dont so good) then i said.. even if they ask me i just tell them the truth..no A ma no A lo...my mom summore feel nt so good..den she say i dont think i want you to touch pc, going out wif frens, or otp. i was like...if dont ma dont lo..so what just because of that?? and my result sucks? thats why muz like this? what makes you like this will make me study?? trust me even dont have this...i will not study...if trying to force me with that kind of attitude.....i WONT study.. ( i didnt tell her just keep it unto myself)..i wouldnt say much cause if i do...only make her extra beh song and ended up argue....so i dont 1.....even be4 i get my result...i already ready and said to myself..even get good or bad result...i'll stil accept no matter what it will may happen. if gt anything wanna ask me just ask la..gonna stop here....