Thursday, March 19, 2026

God of my heart

If God is all loving, why do i love men instead of God

why do i keep fall, why do i have to go through such heartbreak

knowing the love is not reciprocal. 

God, can i have a love that's reciprocal.

can i have the love through you ; a partner that mirrors you?

oh God, my heart is grieving. grieving for the one that my heart wants a love. a desire for love. 

help me to seek you, you are love. you are love.

a love that never fails. a love that is always enduring.

a love that comforts. a love for a soul longing.

i am empty. let it be fill.

fill by your presence.

fill by your spirit.

fill by your love

fill by your comfort

fill with your peace

let my soul longs after you.